The Girl III
So tonite, I really want to take care of things. I'm just tired. Emotionally I'm drained and cold. I needed something to hold on. But I never did could find what it is?
What if things were never meant to be? I know reasons does not justify actions. It will never will. It will never will.
A solitary soul understands loneliness, misery and injustice.. and to my utter surprise, a solitary soul also understands the enlightment and blissful nature of his being. Deep hey!
I know what I want in mylife.
and I have nothing, and I'm not afraid of losing anything.
and, I wonder how do people keep on going even though they've lost something so dearly to them. I wonder, how they keep on going? Interestingly enough, I am one of those whom, cant take any rejections and usually I would be so frustrating that I keep on putting the blame to myself.
It's even harder when you lost something that it belongs to you. A part of you. Not necessarily, somatically your physical being, but the inner you. Your emotional and spritual being.
Losing is inevitable. Everything that begins usually ends. Somehow or rather, it's how you keep on going. It's how you face the truth that will make you see the very best of yourself. How you draw conclusive ideas and keep on going..
It's like running and running and not ever wanting to look back. It's like everytime you look back, you lost that part where you first start runnning. It's like running and seeing everything in its own course of history. Along that road, there's always something. But you keep on running.
I've lost a lot this week.
my love, my friend and my memories.
But, I know I'll keep on running.
Not that I like it.
Sometimes things are not supposed to be the way they are. And it's unfair. Yeah, unfair. But that's life, the imperfections perfect the perfections. The imperfects fitted the perfections. Complimenting and unfying into one. Difficult kan?
-Dreaming a dreamers dream.